25/8/06

// feeling :: sian
// prayer for :: yisheng and my dad

Yisheng has a spinal problem. I'm not even gonna start blaming soccer. I realised that its not the game; but the people that cause themselves to be injured.

So W271 had cell group meeting today. It was great, cuz Sis Cat and I spent a lot of time trying to figure out how to connect her laptop to the stereo lol..In the end we did it, with the help of Wei Keong! Lol praise the Lord.

Wendy got a new phone too, the N73. Lol. Same as Mike's. So cool, Lamb and I got same phones, and so do Mike and Wendy. All new too.

I juz spent some time dl-ing songs using my dad's computer into my phone. Lolz...Almost no more memory left. O well.

My dad talked to me about his going overseas. He said that his in-charge said that his family (us) were a rare find. Because we're selfless enough to let him leave. And that made me think. If I could help it, I wont allow him to go. I would give a flat no. Then you know, no matter how selfless you are, you would still feel a bit sore about your close family member leaving for goodness knows how long.

My mom is the noble one. When she found out that my dad was going, she was excited. She was excited that he was doing something for his country, for their country, and for God. I wish I could think like her. I keep focusing on how much I miss him.

Even now, when he hasnt left, it feels like he's gone. He's hardly around, and even less so when we need him. But I guess...I cant ask for more. He's really the best dad I could ever have. I juz pray that God will give me the power and the comfort to go through those years in peace.